Today I will dare it!

Today an unusual time for writing here, early in the morning.
Today I have planned something.
Already Monday I tried, in vain.
Failed on myself.
Tuesday there was no possibility.
Today is Wednesday.
Right after school.
I love you, Bee, even when I try to deny it.
C loves me, even when this twist is cruel.
Today I will decide for the first option.
Hopefully I have enough strength!
The image of C appears. I feel so sorry for her.
But today I have to dare it!