Will I be happy?

Do you believe that you will be happy?
How?
Well, there was the 180 deg turn. Now focussing on C.
But I am still hanging somewhere, did not free myself yet completely.
Am relatively cold, the feeling is close to 0. I noticed this today.
I will try to completely free myself.
Even when I may not be completely happy then.
May not be able to get happy.
Because of the new opportunistic life attitude.
This attitude is not yet established well.
Hopefully something finally happens that removes this attitude again.