Good Mood

Today was a weird day. For some reason I was in a good mood, without any good cause. Our gang met, to discuss how we would organise the upcoming carneval party. I felt desperate but positive - somehow a contradiction. Do I really now accept that there is no hope with B? Maybe it is just a temporary thing, just a natural reaction in the human body, since one cannot always be in desparation. A tiny positive thing can then make the whole day.
My bicycle counter shows 4300km today. I was cycling a lot in the past year.