(cont.)

The relation to my parents is as good as never before.
With one beat there is an honest trust.
I feel weak.
Stand there alone (not true!)
Well, I...
... at least I start everything myself, alone.
It has to work.
A little fear.
So many chances, important, true, deep chances, as never before.
The year 1981 seems to have a lot in stock yet!
The year 1980 had a lot coming.
In a negative sense.
1980 - year of disappointments.
- of dissatisfaction.
- of search.
- of desperation.
- of loosing.
- of maturing.
- of changing.
- of A.
- of hate.
- of love in vain.
- of healing / strengthening.
- of unification.
- of division.

Well, let's go, up into life!
The others are already waiting for me!
(hopefully!)