The countdown is running since a while. Another 45 minutes left. Then I will be at the place where I said I would be, and will wait for her. For one whole hour.
What will she do?
Will she come?
And if so, how will she react?
"Man, you are an idiot" ?
Or will everything turn out well?
2% probability for that it turns out well.
Ok, I am afraid.
Inexplainable.
Not so much of what will happen later, but just of her reaction when reading the letter.
Will her parents get it into their hands?
Will she tear it apart?
Will she receive it in time?