An upcoming break

9 Dec. "well, there he is!"
Joy, during the break, they are happy to see me, to talk to me.

what about all this stupid rethinking of the past?
It is pointless. The future is ahead of me!
Fortunately now in the next 2 weeks of holiday I will not see Ch. I cannot stand those torturous minutes anymore.
I am not seeing anyone for the whole 2 weeks.
Simply just gone.